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FUCK IT LA.
It's your job and we're helping you and you happily went home.
I know it's driving everyone mad and I just don't see why you don't seem to bother the lesat bit. I know you did quite a but alr. but the data ain't exactly right. How is it that we can complete it by today? I know not.
Gilbert brought everything home to do himself and I really wanted to help. I don't know how to.
FPQA
Eprina, Iriyani, Raihan is doing everything. I feel so bad but I don't have time for it. I feel really bad not helping but they still seem so nice. How?
Everything is just freaking screwed. Projects are really the worst thing on earth. I mean like, if you just work individually, things would be much easier with less complications.
I hate projects.
It's not doing me any good. Build up relationships with friends? No, I only see their true colours and it's so ugly.

Went singing with Sam Wan Yan and Xuan. I really love the times we sang. We just go crazy and sing so happily. It makes me forget abt all my sorrows.

Dreamt.

I don't understand. I if you want everything to be okay then you should be doing smth not expecting others to do smth. It's not the time to judge who is at fault but who who wants to make the effort. I'm not because I don't see a need in trying to salvage this friendship but if you want to, you should be the one doing smth and not expecting a thrid party to do so.

whatever it is, nothing can be done to make our friendship any better.

Love is friendship on fire. I want to know.

I'm a confused child. Tell me what to do?

Suppose to be in school at 1130 and I happily woke up at 1130 when Seng Chin called. I was damn angry when he called me because I was super tired. haha. When I found out that I was already late, I called Mummy straight away and she came back home to fetch me to Newater plant. haha. Arrived at the same time as the bus. haha. The Newater plant is like boring.

THANK YOU MUMMY.
THANK YOU LIM SENG CHIN, GILBERT TONG WAI HOO & RINA QUEK YU CHIN FOR WASTING YOUR PHONE BILL.

After that I went to Sun Tec with Clique 12-5+1. haha. We ate Carl's Jr and I almost died eating fries. For the first time in my life I dread eating fries. We ordered extra cheese fries, Mel ordered one set meal, I ordered Fish and Chips. All the fries we had almost killed me. I could feel the walls of my stomach expanding. Pregnant.
We walked around and somehow we lost De Yuan, La Me and Ah Ming and it was left with Mel, Fer and I. We went to Topshop and there's this super pretty skirt which cost $73 and I'm waiting for Sale to get it. GAP, the most happening place, we saw the Gap Kids hoody, damn nice! Fer, Mel and I were trying on to almost everyone of it. And we could fit in the largest size. haha.
In the end, Mel and I bought one each. 50% discount for the second piece.
We walked down city-link and just walked in anywhere we wanted to.
Prints: I was telling Fer about my wedding and how I would decorate my children's room and she just ask to me keep fantacising.
NUM: Some Green Brazil Havaianas that she wanted so much, so Mel and I came out with the money to buy it first. She went crazy la. It was damn funny. She and Her face. haha.

I LOVE SHOPPING!!!



ESP WITH ONG LI RONG MELISSA & FERLICIA MA XIAO RU

School! Just as usual, boring.
Catering Technology lab, I know nothing about fruits and vegetables. I can recognise none of the leafy vegetables. Apel, some of them went to run the reservior but I didn't because I will be running later during physical training. I ran before the team because I had to leave early to meet the GC ppl for Tsali's birthday.

AKBAR is the best person on earth. (I love you la!) He came to TP from Woodlands just to fetch me. He fetched me from school down to town, forum. When I was walking to the bike I accidentally touched the exhaust pipe. Pain like anything and this Nanda keep telling me that it's gonna be there forever. It's still painful when I touch it now.

Went to Hard Rock Cafe to have dinner. It was damn fun. They actually made Tsali stand on a chair in the middle of the stage to ask the whole of Hard Rock to sing her a birthday song. And she sang open arms with the live band. haha.

Met Zi Xuan and Nanda at Telok Kurau park and talk. The fort was occupied and we were sitting on the dome. I was so tired that I didn't talk much. Walked and reached home at 2 a.m. Died on my bed.
Nanda don't worry, you'll be fine. I'll always be there for you when you need one. I'm just a call away.
Zi Xuan, wait till next sem, the five of us can be together and you can always find me when you've got nobody.

Yay Nanxin, your blog is finally revived and yours truly has changed your skin already. I don't know if you'll like it but I chose this for you. Haha ok take much care and I'm off. I made it password free so you cannot be a cool dude. I can help you help you to put the password thing if you want. See you soon mermaid! Post some pictures! (click on the light blue icon beside the ABC/tick if you don't know how to do it) Don't get locked out of your room anymore!You can delete this post if you want:)

LOVEYOU,FELICIA.

It probably has been more than a year since I last blogged, now, I've nothing to do so just blog la.
NOW, school is like mad and it's just filled with projects porjects and projects.

My class is just screwed up.There has been just so many things bothering me.
Nobody seems to be there at all. I know can always turn to Zi Xuan but I understand that she has her everything to care about and her life isn't going very smoothly as well.


My best friend in class is just so different. Relationship with her probably just changed in a week. I understand that you have your own commitments but can you understand that we've been through storms and earthquakes together and I've always been there for you. Never have I thought of leaving you. But because of just one incident, you left. Bits and pieces of my heart on the floor, nobody is there to pick it up. I try so hard to be okay and be the same in front of you, but I TRY, not that I want to. I wonder if you know how much you mean and have hurt me. Everything is DIFFERENT!

Everybody has their own problems and I don't expect anyone to be there for me 24/7because we are just friends. But ONE whole week, a week of hell, where were you?
I cannot stop but to question myself. I know you always tell me you're sorry that you cannot be there because you're somehow always out. But I would really appreciate it if you just listen, nothing more. You don't need to ask me not to cry and to cheer up. Just be that listening ear, it's more than enough.

Melissa Ong Li Rong

I so totally love her. She's been waiting for me after school just to talk to me. During lectures she's been there for me. Her words of encouragement soemtimes just lift me up to from my lowest valley.

I know that I'm so totally forcing myself to be where I don't want to be. Or rather, where people are just not of the same frequency. But where can I be? Alone? Back where I am hurt so deeply? NO WAY! Like what everyone else says, I'm so noisy, hyper-active, how is it that I can just stay in the library for 4 hours straight just to sleep. I know I just say my feelings but you can always ignore it.

I HATE MY LIFE NOW, NAN XIN IS NO LONGER NAN XIN. where am I? Do I really have to hide myself?